Written by hesperus_random
The Five-Year Itch Kabanata 2
I woke up to a bad headache. I cried myself to sleep last night having flashes of different steamy moments H and I had.
I thought I could relax but the honeymoon suite isn’t helping. Maybe I should have asked for an ordinary room, one with less triggering objects/spaces.
“Hindi naman sa pangingialam pero napansin ko lang na medyo malungkot ka yata, Emira, hija. You can tell me, maybe it’ll help you feel better,” Mrs. Garcia said.
I didn’t notice that I was spacing out. Kanina pa sya nagkukwento pero wala akong masabi, I can’t even hear what she’s saying. Napako ang tingin ko sa galaw ng mga alon at ng tubig-dagat. The blue-green scenery along with the swaying coconut trees calms me.
Bumuntong-hininga ako. Mrs. Garcia is the closest to a mother I have. Ulilang lubos ako. Sa lola ako lumaki hanggang sa bawian na rin sya ng buhay noong third year college pa lang ako.
“Tita, can you still remember the fights you had with your husband? Was there a time where you almost separated ways?” I asked, my eyes are still fixed on the scenery.
“Hmm… Medyo matagal na din, but, yes. Actually, we had this big fight when my eldest son was just 5 years old. It was our seventh year together,”
I turned to face her after hearing that.
“It’s what they call a 7-year itch in marriage. We were just constantly fighting for a few months back then. I think stressed lang din sya. It was the same year we opened the third branch for our bed-and-breakfast business in Tagaytay.”
“How did you fixed it?”
“We started taking counselling sessions and worked out to communicate more. I found out that he felt pressured by the new business and was frustrated that I kept demanding more time from him. I was also able to communicate what I need from him – to have his undivided attention whenever he’s spending time with us. We worked out our relationship from there.” I listened intently to her.
“Uhm, and, uhm, if you don’t mind po, how was your sex life back then?” I asked hesitantly.
“Well, the lack of sex was one factor. We were able to communicate better during sex but we don’t talk about our feelings outside of sex. After we figured it out, the sex was better. We even whisper to each other any time of the day. You can say, we constantly flirted with each other.” she said smiling. Looking at her, I could tell she happy.
“I even remembered one time, he was talking to a client over the phone, I whispered to him how I wanted him to be inside me at that very moment.”
I blushed. I imagined doing that to H – whispering to him how I wanted him to fuck me while he’s busy working – sa office nya, while talking to a client. I got upset knowing that that won’t happen.
“You know, hija, if you want some flirting tips, just ask me.” Mrs. Garcia winked at me.
Masyadong nakakahiya naman kung ganon. But… Actually, nainggit ako sa kwento ni Mrs. Garcia. Mukhang mas mainit ang sex experiences nya sa akin. Wala naman sigurong masama di ba? Babae sa babae naman.
“Nakakahiya naman po, Tita.” I looked away and tried to act busy on my phone. I can feel my cheeks blush.
“Naku, hija, wag ka nang mahiya sa akin. Alam mo I’ve always wanted a daugther… I wanted to teach her properly about many things… Including sex education.” sabi ni Mrs. Garcia na may pilyang ngiti. It felt weird but it’s also comforting to know that I could talk to someone about things like these.
Madami pa kaming mga napag-usapan ni Mrs. Garcia. Nagkwento sya ng mga “escapades” nya noon with her late husband and how they kept the fire burning. Indeed, I am intrigued. Let’s say, nasulit talaga nila ang years nila together ng kanyang late husband.
I told her how I felt about my relationship with H.
“I have no doubt that Hendrick loves you so much. I can see it in the way he looks at you with adoration. I think you both just need to sit down, talk about it, and find the middle ground.” she said sympathetically.
Pinag-isipan ko ang mga suggestions ni Mrs. Garcia habang naglalakad sa tabing-dagat. I was the only one on that part of the beach. On the other side of the beach were other resort guests. A few kids, some surfers, and mostly foreigner-guests sunbathing.
Hindi ko na namalayan na umabot na pala ako sa dulo ng property. There was a stone boardwalk stretching all the way to the deep part of the ocean. Suddenly, another memory popped-out. I sat down under a coconut tree, my eyes fixed on the crashing waves while my mind was already replaying that memory.
It was our last day on that beach house in Bohol. We were walking until we reached the end of the property. There was a big black sea stack serving as boundary for this private property. On the other side of the rock were the houses of locals. H and I sat down on the sand where the waves crash on the seashore. We were just staring at the ocean, enjoying the calm. It was a core memory.
Around 5:30 p.m., H suggested we should wait for the sunset there.
H positioned himself on my back. Nakaupo ako sa pagitan ng kanyang nakabukang mga hita. Nakasandal ako sa kanya and my arms were resting on his bent knees. I feel his chest on my back, warm and comforting.
I felt his arms embrace me. His right hand began caressing my underboob habang pumipisil-pisil naman sa hita ko ang kaliwang kamay nya. I felt him blow air on my nape and planted a kiss there. Nakaramdam ako ng kuryente mula sa kung saan ako hinalikan ni H, current which travelled all the way to my pussy. I am immediately turned on.
“Hendrick, ahhh”, I moaned as his right hand cupped my right boob over my two-piece swimsuit.
He chuckled and whispered, “I want to fuck you here, Love.”
“Baka may makakita,” mahinang protesta ko but I’m already horny. Habol na agad ang hininga at mapupungay ang mga mata.
“Wala yan. Saka malapit na rin naman magdilim.” He said as he pinched on my now hard right nipple.
He began kissing and licking my neck up to my ear down to my left shoulder. His left hand was harshly caressing my pussy. It felt so good I want to take off the two-piece myself.
“Ohhh,” I moaned as I felt his left hand went inside my panty and touched my now wet pussy.
“You’re soaking wet, Love.”
My lower body is uncontrollably moving against his left hand. Sumandal ako sa kaliwang balikat nya and turned back to him to kiss him thoroughly.
“Ahhh,” I moaned and had to stop kissing him after he slid one finger inside my pussy.
“Let’s go inside the house,” sabi ko nang nakarecover ng kunti sa mga sensasyon. My boobs are now very visible when H pulled aside my top while his left-hand was still sliding in and out of my pussy.
“Malayo pa at hindi na tayo aabot.” He said smirking. He’s enjoying my helpless pleas. Medyo malayo nga kami sa beach house, may kalakihan kasi itong property na inarkila nya.
Tumayo siya at pumihit sa harap ko. He pushed my body to lie on the sand and kissed me passionately. I sucked on his tongue for a bit. Kusa ko nang ibinuka ang mga hita ko para makadagan si Hendrick sa akin. Nakasalikop ang mga kamay ko sa batok nya. I pulled him closer to me.
I felt his weight as he laid on top of me. Hinila nya ang left leg ko para maibuka pa lalo. Napaungol ako ng maramdaman ang matigas nyang ari na bumabangga sa pussy ko. Hinawi nya lang pagilid ang panty ko at binaba ng kunti ang kanyang swimming trunks para mailabas ang ari.
Nagkikiskisan ang mga ari namin habang naghahalikan. He went down on my left boob and was sucking on my nipple when I felt him pushed inside. “Ahhhh,” we both moaned.
The sand felt a little rough on my back as my body rocked in rhythm with Hendrick’s pumping. The wind is starting to get cold as the sun starts to set but our bodies are burning. I was so wet down there I could even hear the sticky sound it makes whenever Hendrick pushed inside.
“Ahhh, Love, ang sarap,” ungol ko habang nakatitig sa mga mata nya. Nakanganga at hinihingal. Sigurado akong bakas na bakas sa mukha ko ang libog.
He chuckled and kissed me again and then crouched down to lick my left boob and proceeded to suck on them. He did it on my right boob too.
I reached for his butt and pulled him closer whenever he pumps inside, wanting to feel him closer and deeper.
“Ohhh. You feel so good, Love. Ang init at ang sarap sa loob mo.”
Napangiti ako sa sinabi nya at sinalubong ang kada kadyot nya. Umahon ako ng kunti para nasasagi at nadidiinan ang clit ko kada kadyot ni Hendrick. Itinukod ko ang dalawang siko sa buhangin sa likod. Nakakadagdag yon sa sensasyon at mas nararamdaman ko ang build-up ng aking climax.
Just as I was nearing my climax, I heard noises coming from the other side of the big rock. They were talking about going fishing. I alerted Hendrick who was busy playing on my boobs and his steady pumping.
“Love may tao sa kabila.” I whispered and tapped his shoulder twice. He stopped and we both listened. They were getting on the boat. We both realized they might see us after they pass the big rock.
Inalalayan ako ni Hendrick tumayo at hinila sa linya ng mga niyog at kung saan merong mga halaman na halos isang metro ang taas. Merong ding mga dahon ng niyog sa buhangin.
“Luhod ka dyan, Love.” Lumuhod ako sa mga dahon ng niyog para hindi masakit sa tuhod at sumilip sa mga mumunting spaces sa halamanan. Nakita ko na ang nguso ng bangka na sumulyap na sa dulo ng malaking bato.
I thought Hendrick was ordering me to kneel to hide from people. When I felt him slid his member inside me again, I moaned and closed my eyes to savor it. That felt so good.
“Let’s try to not make a sound.” He whispered on my right ear as he started pumping inside.
He licked my right ear down to my neck and shoulders, planting kisses. Napakagat labi na lang ako para pigilan ang ungol. Hendrick is such a good fucker.
A few moments later, kita ko sa unahan ng bato, sa malalim na portion na ng dagat lumabas ang bangka. May apat na lalakeng lulan noon.
Kung may tao lang sa beach maririnig nila ang mga impit na ungol namin at maingay na banggaan ng aming mga katawan.
Feeling ko mas lalo akong namasa. Mas madiin din ang kapit ni Hendrick sa bewang ko habang may gigil ang ginagawa nyang pagpump sa akin mula sa likod. Nakadagdag siguro sa excitement noon ang possibility na may makakita sa amin. Hindi naman namin fetish ang maging exhibitionist, takot kaming may kumalat na video na sex scandal or pictures.
Dahil hindi makaungol ng maayos, mas nakapagfocus ako sa nararamdaman. Pawis na pawis at habol ang hininga pero sarap na sarap sa kada hagod ng ari ni Hendrick sa kaloob-looban ko. Sa dog style position din mas nararamdaman kong sumasagad talaga ng husto ang naaabot ng ari ni Hendrick sa loob ko. It feels so good.
I tried to squeeze him inside when Hendrick pumped deep. Napatigil sya at yumuko.
“Fuck, Love. That feels so good. Do it again.” He whispered on my ears and kissed me on my neck. Nag-iwan pa ata ng kissmark.
I tried it three more times until he pumped faster and I couldn’t control it anymore. Nakanganga lang ako habang ninanamnam ang bilis ng pasok at labas ng ari ni Hendrick.
He reached under to my clitoris and rubbed it forcefully. I exploded into climax moments later and was still shaking when Hendrick pumped harder a few more times. Nakabaon pa sa kaloob-looban ng pussy ko as he spilled all his seed.
“Ohhhhh”, parehong ungol namin habang ninamnam ang magkasabay naming climax.
He slumped on my back afterwards. Pareho kaming hinihingal. Naramdaman ko na ang love juices namin na unti-unting tumulo sa hita ko.
Inikot nya ako para makahiga habang nakapatong sya sa akin at nakabaon pa rin sa loob. We kissed passionately and rested for a bit until our breathing normalized. Matigas pa rin sya sa loob ko.
“I love you Emira,” he whispered as he started to slowly pumped inside me again.
“I love you Hendrick,” I whispered back. I reached out for his nape and pulled him closer to me to kiss him passionately.
We made love once more with him on top and pushing both my legs up in an eagle position. The moon was the only light above. Impit pa din ang mga ungol bilang pag-iingat.
Thinking about it now made me feel bitter inside.
Maling-mali yata na pumunta ako dito, dapat siguro trekking na lang or ibang place na hindi malapit sa beach. Masyado kaming maraming activities and memories sa beach. I always liked going to the beach and Hendrick indulged me. He would always let me plan trips to the beach and would just leave me his credit card for payment. He said since I planned and prepared everything, it’s only right that he pays for it.
It’s not like we were cold to each other now. Intense pa rin kami sa kama but we’re doing it less now. When he took over the company as CEO when his Dad retired, his schedule went crazy. Madami din kasi silang project sa Visayas and iilan dito malapit dito sa NCR kaya naman madalas syang out of town. When he’s at home with me naman, madalas syang tulog.
Tigang lang ba tong nararamdaman ko? I don’t know. I feel neglected. He’s sweet naman when he has time to be affectionate. I am proud and happy for him for his achievements. It just feels like I’m just there to represent his love life, to complete his already perfect life, to fuck when he feels like it. Like a trophy wife, except that I’m not yet his wife.
The sex is good, but I don’t just want a sexual relationship with Hendrick. I love him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but not like this…
My phone is bombarded with phone calls and messages come Monday morning. But nothing from H. I was actually hoping he’d be calling non-stop, apologetic and on his knees. I expected too much. Lalo lang nadagdagan ang inis at galit ko sa kanya. Naging buo ang decision ko sa gagawin.
Mabilis ang empakeng ginawa ko. I will stay in my old apartment. I was able to purchase it during my first year in practice and that’s generating income for me but the couple who rented it decided to migrate to U.S. last month. Wala pang ibang nagrerent dahil gusto ko pa sanang irepaint ang dalawang bedrooms.
When H arrived, naibaba ko sa kotse ang dalawang maleta at dalawang boxes sa tulong ng mga lobby staff. Nakapaglinis na rin ako sa penthouse at natanggal ko na ang mga decorations na nilagay ko doon bago ako umalis. Nasa ref pa rin ang cake at wala ako sa mood na kainin yon. Bahala na si Hendrick doon.
Nakaupo ako sa couch and he kissed me on the cheek. Tumayo ako nang subukan nya akong yakapin. I paced back and forth, gathering courage to say the things I want to say.
“I’m moving out. I want a cool off from this relationship,” I said, avoiding his eyes. Nanatili akong nakatayo.
I heard him heave a sigh.
“But… why?” bakas sa kanyang mga mata ang pagtataka at sakit.
“Do you even remember what was the occasion last Saturday?”
Katahimikan. I heard his phone unlocked. I dared look at him and saw his expression changed from confusion to shock to panic.
“Shit! I’m so sorry I forgot our anniversary, Love.” Tumayo sya at lumapit sa akin, sinubukang hawakan ang mga kamay ko.
“Don’t touch me,” I said firmly. Lumayo ako sa kanya. Walang atrasan to. I need space to fix myself. And he needs time to realize my place in his life.
Malakas akong bumuntong-hininga. Nagbabadya nang tumakas ang mga luha sa gilid ng mga mata.
“Nakakapagod na ako lang lagi nag-eeffort sa relasyon natin. Para lang akong bagay na iiwan mo at babalikan pag may oras ka. I just… I want to do something for myself.” I said and my voice is already shaking.
“Pero… pero… Love, hindi naman kita pinipigilang gawin ang mga gusto mo,” sagot ni Hendrick sa nagmamakaawang boses.
Bumuntong-hininga ako at nag-ipon ulit ng buwelo.
“I’m just caught up with our relationship that I can’t do things for myself anymore. Ako lagi ang umiitindi kung may mga okasyon. If you need me, I do something for you, without hesitation. I attend formal gatherings and family occasions on your behalf too. I wait for you to come home everyday,” Paglilitanya ko sa kanya, still pacing back and forth.
Nanatili syang nakatayo sa malayo pero ang mga mata ay nagsusumamo.
“Just… I don’t feel like you care or love me anymore.”
“That’s not true. I love you so much. Please, Love. I’m so sorry,” Sabi nya at dali-daling lumuhod sa harap ko.
“That’s how I feel. That’s how YOU made me feel,” I nearly shouted at him, tears trickling down my face. Hinahabol ko na ang hininga. Marahas kong pinahid ang mga luha sa pisngi. Why can’t I be strong for once!
Nilamon kami ng katahimikan pagkatapos ng outburst ko.
“Please, tumayo ka dyan Hendrick. I made up my mind.” I said with shaking voice, unable to look him in the eyes. Ayokong magbago ang isip ko dahil lang naaawa ako sa kanya, dahil lang sa temporary feelings.
Tumayo sya at umupo sa couch na malapit. He slumped there. He tried to hide the tears but I saw them before he could wipe it off.
“Cool off lang. We’re not breaking up,” pagkompirma nya as he looked at me with sad puppy eyes.
Umiwas ako ng tingin.
“Yes,” malungkot kong sabi at naglakad na palabas ng penthouse.
Tuluyan na akong umiyak ng todo nang makasakay sa aking kotse.
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Author’s Note:
This story is going to be emotion-heavy with a balance of sexual content. I hope this story affects you in a good way.
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