Written by wettpuss00
Sometimes I wonder how it feels to have everything. Yung tipong di mo na poproblemahin kung ano yung pwedeng mangyari. No! Sigaw ko sa akong isipan habang umiiling. I can get through this, I have to. Huminga ako ng malalim at tiningnan ang phone ko.
“Girl, meet you at the bar later at 8. It’s Kyla’s birthday” – text sa akin ni Rose.
I sigh. Well, maybe it’s a good thing, besides my mind is so full right now. Kailangan ko munang kalimutan yung problema ko at mag celebrate sa birthday ng kaibigan ko. Oh by the way, I’m Jane, 25 years old. I’m just an ordinary girl who makes poor decisions in life and this is my story.
I sipped at my coffee one more time, tumayo at umalis na ako sa coffee shop. Tumingin ako ulit sa aking phone it’s already 7:30 pm. Naisipan kong umuwi muna para maligo at magbihis, besides nagugutom na din ako. Yes, birthday party ang pupuntahan ko later but it’s a bar mabubusog lang ako sa alak for sure.
Nakarating ako sa bahay within 15 mins then dali-dali akong naghubad at pumunta sa banyo. After kong maligo at mag ayos ay pumunta ako sa kitchen para maghanap ng pagkain. Good thing may left over pizza pa ako from last night, okay na ako dito. Di ko pa man din nasusubo yung pizzang hawak ko ay tumunog ang aking telepono.
“Hey” bati ko kay Rose
“Girl, where are you na? Andito na kami” pasigaw nitong sabi. Nasa loob na sila ng bar well.. disco bar
“Yep, coming” sabi ko while taking a big bite on my pizza.
“What? Hello? Di kita marinig” sabi nito
“Sabi ko papunta na” sabi as I roll my eyes.
“Punta ka na dito, okay? We’ll wait.” Pagkasabi nito ay pinatay na niya agad ang tawag.
It’s already 8:50pm. I just shrugged then finish another slice of my pizza. I doubt that they’ll wait for me. As I was chewing the food on my mouth ay naalala ko na naman ang aking mga problema. Yes MGA problema. Nilunok ko na agad yung pagkain at nagmadaling umalis sa aking bahay. I’ll think and deal my problems tomorrow not tonight.
As I enter the bar, napapikit ako sa lakas ng music. I composed myself, tumingin ako sa guard at tumango. He knows me. Well, Rose’s family owns this place so, I’m kinda a VIP. Tumango din sa akin ang guard. I roamed my eyes around and spotted my friends. Diane saw me and she wave at me. I smiled and waved back.
Bago ako pumunta sa kanila ay dumaan muna ako sa counter and orderd two shots of tequila. Woo! I need to forget what’s going on with me right now and pretend that I am okay. I close my eyes as I drink another shot.
“Woah, tough day huh” a husky voice ask.
“Yep.” I answered while my eyes are still close.
“Well, why don’t you drink another one and try to enjoy your night” he said.
Napatingin ako dito, may hawak na itong isang shot ng tequila at inabot ito sa akin, while looking at me he’s smiling.
“Sure thanks” sabi ko then ininom ito, nilapag ko yung baso sa counter, ngumiti ako sa kaniya at umalis na.
Woahh.. that’s a lot of tequila for 10 minutes. Nakaramdam ako ng pagkahilo, damn! Mapapaaga yata ang uwi ko neto ah.
“Janeeee! Woooohh! Come here” sigaw ni Diane
“Girl, ang tagal ah.” Sabi ni Rose.
“Yeah, busy day” pagsisinungaling ko.
“Happy Birthday Kayla” bati ko sa celebrant sabay beso sa kaniya.
“Oh thank you Jane! Okay, grab this and let’s cheers” masayang sabi nito. Halatang medyo lasing na.
“CHEERS!” Sabay-sabay naming sabi.
They were talking about everything like jobs, travel plans, clothes, boys like literally everything. I just sighed and drink another shot.
“So Jane, what are you up to these days?” nakangiting tanong ni Kayla.
“Girl, that is a sensitive topic for her. You know naman she is on her own now. Right, Janey?” Comment ni Rose.
“No, everything is fine actually” sabi ko at ngumiti sa kanila.
“Oh-kaay, Kayla tell us about Dan” pag chi-change topic ni Diane.
I look at her and mumbled “thank you” and gave her a smile. She smiled and nod at me. Diane is a good friend, well lahat naman sila. Medyo maypagka chismosa nga lang tong si Rose. I excuse myself, told them that I will go to the ladies room, tumayo na ako agad bago pa man sila makapagsalita.
“Hey, you okay?” Diane said, sumunod pala ito sa akin.
“I am fine Di, don’t worry” sabi ko sa kaniya.
“You sure? You know that I am here for you right?” Pag-aalala nito.
“Of course, I know that” sabi ko and she hugs me.
“Okay, babalik na ako ulit sa mga girls” sabi nito. Tumango lang ako.
Di ako pumunta sa ladies room instead, dumiretso ako sa counter and order a glass of margarita. Maybe tonight is a mistake, I should have stayed at home and think of the possible solutions of my problems.
“Hey miss tequila” the familiar husky voice
“Oh” sabi ko habang lumingon dito at binalik agad ang aking paningin sa aking inumin.
“Switch to margarita now, eh” comment nito
“Yup” sagot ko
“Oh, sorry to bother you” sabi nito. Na sense niya siguro na gusto kong mapag-isa.
I sighed “It’s okay, I just… I was just thinking about something” sabi ko sabay tingin dito.
Hmm, ang pogi ni sir ah. Italian-American beauty, kinda looks like Justine Baldoni. Dark hair, thick brows, ohh and those brown eyes and his lips.
“Ehem, miss?” Sabi nito sabay hawak sa balikat ko.
“Oh. Oh, I’m sorry. Wha-what is it, again?” Tanong ko sa kaniya. Damn, na distract ako doon ah.
“I said, my name is Arvin. And you are?” He asked.
“Jane” sabi ko.
“Nice to meet you Jane”
“Yeah, nice to meet you too”
We click our glasses and we both drink our drinks.
“So Jane, what’s your story? Why are you here?” tanong nito.
Napakunot noo ako.
“Why? Am I not allowed to be here?” balik kong tanong sa kaniya.
“No no.. haha, I mean. You know”
“Haha, I know what you mean. Well, it’s my friend’s birthday” sabi ko.
“Ohh! Are you still waiting for them?” He asked.
“No, andito na sila actually. I just…” I sighed.
“I just don’t wanna be with them” I continue..
“Ohh I see. Well, if you don’t mind. May I join you?” he asked.
“You know, as a stranger ang daming mong tanong, you know that?” Sabi ko and we both laugh.
“Well, I take that as yes” pahayag nito habang tumatawa.
“Whatever dude” sabi ko sabay lagok ng aking inumin. Sumenyas ako sa bartender for another glass.
“Easy there, the night is still young” sabi nito
Huminga ako ng malalim at humarap dito.
“I know, that is why I don’t want to end this night.” Sabi ko habang ngumingiti. Gosh, lasing na yata ako.
“Why, what will happen if this night will end?” pag-uusisa nito
“You wanna know why, okay let me tell you why.. I was fired at my job yesterday, my father disowned me and if di pa ako makakabayad ng rent next week I’ll be homeless for the rest of my life. Yup, that’s why” after saying it ay ininum ko ang aking inumin – one shot!
“Hey, hey easy..” sabi nito habang naka-alalay sa akin.
“Come on Arvin. Let’s dance” sabi ko dito habang hinihila ito sa crowd.
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Phone ringing
Ugh.. ugh..
Phone ringing
Hinahanap ko ang aking phone, kinakapa ko aking higaan habang nakapikit. My head hurts!
phone ringing
Damn it! Asan na ba yun. Napilitan akong bumangon at hinanap ang aking bag. Ugh! Dito ka lang pala! I got 6 missed calls from Diane. Oh, 10:15am na pala. I’m slowly blinking my eyes when I realize that I am naked! Agad akong bumalik sa aking higaan, minulat ko ng pilit ang aking mga mata. I search my room, is someone here?
5 minutes passed and it seems like I am the only one in my room. I can’t see any trace of someone being in here either, well.. except of a man’s perfume, kinda familiar tho. Yep, someone was here. I slept with someone last night and I have no idea who was it, great. Just great. My phone rings again.
“Hey” mahina kong sagot
“Hey my ass. Kagabi pa ako tumatawag sayo. What happened?” Diane asked.
“Uhhmm.. to be completely honest Di, I have no idea” sabi ko habang hinihimas ang aking sintido.
“What do you mean?” Pag-uusisa nito.
“Well.. I remembered, drinking with you guys hmm then, me drinking at the counter… and” nakapikit ako habang inaalala ang nangyari kagabi.
“…my name is Arvin. And you are?”
“Nice to meet you Jane”
“And what Jane?” iritang tanong ni Diane
“Uhmm.. I think I met someone last night” kunot noo kong sabi.
“Well, that’s just make sense. I mean.. We saw you dancing at the crowd last night with someone. Infairness ang pogi ah!” Excited na sabi nito.
Mas lalo akong naguluhan me dancing last night? Hmm.. and a blurred scenario flashback in my head. Me, dancing and throwing my hands in the air, while someone is holding my hips. He then pulled me closer and started licking my neck and… OH MY GOSH!!
I gasped..
“You okay?” tanong ni Diane. Oh, nasa kabilang linya pa pala ito.
“Uhm, I think I knew what happened last night. I’ll call you later Di.”
Then I hang up.
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“Hey easy babe”
Arvin said as he guide me to my bed. He undress me and we kissed once again. Tinggal niya ang aking bra at ng maramdaman ko ang kaniyang kamay sa labas ng aking panty ay napahinto ako sa paghalik sa kaniya.
“What’s wrong?” Sabi nito habang habol ang hininga.
“I-m.. Let me ju-just wash for a sec” sabi ko at akmang tatayo na sana ng hilahin niya akong muli sa higaan. I maybe drunk pero di naman ako dugyot, excuse me.
“No time for that” sabi nito sabay pasok ng kamay niya sa loob ng panty ko.
“Hmm wet already” bulong nito sa tenga ko. It made me wet even more!
“Uhhhh.. damn it, you’re teasing me” ungol ko.
I heard him chuckles.
Hinubad na niya ang aking panty at puma-ibawbaw sa akin. He cupped my breast and suck my right nipple.. I closed my eyes habang napahawak ng mahigpit sa aking bedsheets. He then lick my neck, then to my jawline and then kissed me as he was rubbing his dick head in my pussy.
I wrapped my hands around his neck as I kissed him back, then opened my legs wider as an invitation to him.
“Hmm, you want it in, don’t you?” He said as he lick and suck my neck.
“Yes please! Hmmm” I begged.
And he did! We both moan, di muna siya gumalaw.
“Damn, you’re tight” he said as he moves slowly.
I didn’t take a clear look at his penis but I’m hell sure it’s big! He then moves faster and deeper.. Napakagat labi ako sa sarap na aking naramdaman.
“Ohh! Fuucckkk. Yessss.. uhhhhh” ungol ko.
“Yeah, you like that? Hmmm” ungol nito.
“Yessss.. ahhh! Moreeee. Uhhhh”
Then..
phone rings
It was an unregistered number…
TBC…
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