My Beautiful Stranger

“Your time’s up. I need my article. Pronto!”

“C’mon bes, don’t play boss on me. I need extension. Two weeks at the most.”

“Eh luka-luka ka pala eh. Anong extension pa ang hinihingi mo ha? Two issues in a row ka nang wala. Tambak na mga emails ng followers mo. Even sa FB page at Twitter accounts natin ang dami na nagtataka bakit wala ka.”

“Answer them. Tell them I’ve gone gaga.”

“Bes, tama na. Three months has passed. Its not like he died. At higit sa lahat, hindi siya kaguapuhan para iyakan mo at pagmukmukan ng mas matagal pa d’yan.”

Despite her self, she couldn’t help but give a short bark of laughter. Kahit kelan, her bestfriend and editor has never minced her words. And eversince, she’s never been so kind in telling her hindi guapo si Allan, ang ex niya na sumakabilang-kandungan.

After promising her friend of an article within 72 hours, they hung up. Again, she felt the sadness. But more than that, she felt so insulted. And outraged. But not just with Allan. She’s so angry at her self for letting him hurt her this much.

Naalala niya ang huling beses na magkasama sila…

Ramdam niya ang dila ni Allan sa kanyang hiwa. Bumabaon. Mainit. Malambot. Pero walang kasing-
sarap. Ramdam niya ang paghigop ng labi nito sa kanyang tinggil. Umangat ang kanyang balakang at nanigas ang mga binti. Nilabasan siya. And while still finding her breath, she felt him pushing his rock-hard penis inside her. And the ecstacy started again.

“Allan harder pleaseee, bilisan mo, bilisan mo!”

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Yumuko ang lalake at kinagat-kagat ang utong niya habang nilalamas ang kabilang suso. Ang isa pang kamay ay nakaalalay sa kanyang balakang habang parang makina sa bilis ang baon at hugot ng titi nito sa madulas na madulas na niyang ari. At halos maiyak siya sa sarap na nararanasan.

“Fuckkkk Alllannn!! Idiin mo pa pllleeassee!!”

“Ayyyannn behhh, bubutasin ko ang matris mo!! Shiiitt, ang dulas ng puke mo behh, shiitt, lalabasan na ko!! Tangina ang saraappp mo pa rinn!”

Sa loob!! Iputok mo sa loobb ohhhh! Ayan nkoohh!!!”

“Sabay tayo behh! Shiitt ayan naaa!!”

Ilang segundo lang ang pagitan at sabay halos silang nanginig sa sarap ng sukdulan. Then it was over. He was still on top of her. Nakasubsob sa leeg niya. Then she felt the hot liquid streaming downwards. And she felt his shoulders heaving. He was crying!

“B-beh?”

Tentatively she called him by their endearment. And regretted it the moment he spoke.

“I’m going to miss her so much beh. Parang ayoko nang umalis. Parang hindi ko kakayanin. Ngayon pa lang miss na miss ko na siya.”

And he unashamedly burried his face on her neck again. His shaft still inside her, half-aroused! Drat this fucking jerk! After pouring his seed on her, he had the gall to cry while still inside her, still fucking half-aroused, calling her still by their endearment, and yet was crying because of another woman!

But she forced herself not to push him away. Kasalanan niya din. She wanted him to believe she’s moved on. That meeting him today before his flight is just their way of saying their final goodbyes. Na wala ng feelings involved. Na masaya na siya dahil finally, natuloy na rin ang pag-alis nito to work abroad. Na ok lang sa kanya kahit ipinagpalit siya nito sa ibang babae. No, she wouldn’t humiliate herself further by showing how hurtful it is.

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She felt her own tears. Bitter, angry tears that she almost choke. Mahal na mahal pa niya ang gagong to. To the point na gamitin niyang dahilan ang friendship just so as not to lose him completely. Kahit nga siguro habang naglalabas-masok sa kanya, ibang mukha ang iniimagine nito. Fuck it. Pinahid niya ng kamay ang mga luha niya. She won’t let him see those tears as she tried to keep her voice steady.

“Mami-miss mo pala eh di hugutin mo na yang titi mo at lumabas na tayo dito. Puntahan mo na siya. Late na rin ako, need to run.”

“Sorry beh, pasensya ka na, I can’t help myself. Alam ko naiintindihan mo ko.”

“Of course. So pano, ingat ka na lang dun. Bon voyage.”

How she got home was a blur, all the time she was fighting so hard not to cry. Gusto niyang kaawaan ang sarili. She loves him so much she stooped down so low if only to hold him once more, feel him, make him want her again kahit sandali lang. Pero pagkatapos ng init ng katawan, she was so harshly brought back to reality.

Its over. She lost him. What hurts most is that he never gave her the chance to even fight for him. Basta ganun lang kadali. Isang simpleng “I’m sorry” and he thought its enough. Worst, she made him believe it is enough.

At yun ang tatlong buwan na niyang iniiyakan. Three months after he left, ini-stalk niya pa rin ang FB ng dalawa. And she wants to cry everytime she sees his posts declaring how much he misses that woman. Tama nga siguro ang kaibigan niya. Its about time she moves on.

She grabbed her keys, gathered her hair in a bun, put on a new shirt and shorts and left. Bibili lang siya ng kahit anong nuts sa convinience store a few minutes drive from her place. Pagbalik niya, she would try to focus on writing her article. Probably something about how to embrace the pain and start to move forward. Tapos i-aapply niya sa sarili niya.

When she got there, may isa pang slot sa parking. Nagmamaniobra siya when a midnight blue Porsche cut her in. Nawalan siya ng pagpa-parkingan. Galit na galit siya sa walang modong driver. But she knew its not worth it murahin pa ang kung sino mang herodes na to. Napilitan siyang ipark ang kotse niya sa alanganin. Just when she was getting off her car, the driver got off his vehicle too.

He smiled at her. Just a twitch of a lip actually. Guapo. Bagay sa sasakyan. Still, she’s pissed. Guapo nga, wala namang modo. Di bale na. Di siya gumanti ng ngiti. Let him know she’s not taken by a handsome face. Not to mention a handsome car. Malay ba niya kung driver lang to. Pero siya na rin mismo ang kumontra sa isip niya. Masyadong guapo at maangas para maging driver.

She started walking towards the store. The man walked beside her. To her chagrin, he spoke to her.

“Hi. Sorry about that. I didn’t notice your car. Too late I’ve already parked when I realized you’re just about to park too.”

Lumingon siya sandali sa lalake.

“Then the moment you realized that, you should have backed away and let me take the slot. But nah, you didn’t. So excuse me, but apology not accepted.”

Then she walked faster. She heard his footsteps behind her and fought the urge to look back. Inside the store, kumuha lang siya ng ilang bote ng vodka caramel flavor, ilang klase ng nuts at agad ding lumabas after paying. Hindi na niya napansin ang lalake. Kaya nagulat pa siya ng makita itong nakasandal sa pintuan ng kotse niya.

“Hi again. I looked after your car after I bought my lights, alanganin park mo eh.”

“Nakonsensha ka ba o nagpapa-guapo?”

Tumawa ang lalake.

“Both. I find you cute.”

“Hindi ako tuta.”

Natawa ulit ang lalake. But he looked at her in the eye.

“I want to know your name.”

She was astounded at the straightforwardness of the guy. But at the same time flattered.

“May presyo ang pangalan ko, sorry ka. Alis jan, sasakay na ko.”

Umalis naman sa pagkakasandal ang lalake. But before she was able to get inside her car, hinawakan siya nito sa braso.

“I said I want your name. Please.”

“Let go of my arm.”

“Not until you tell me your name. Kung may bayad man yan, babayaran ko.”

“Anong kaya mong ibayad?”

Ngumiti ang lalake.

“Let’s take it slowly. Let’s start with a cup of coffee maybe. Then we’ll see how much more you wanna make me pay after that.”

Siya naman ang ngumiti. Iniabot ang kamay sa lalake.

“Cucai.”

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Sa kanyang pagtataka, muling tumawa ang lalake, at pagkatapos ay tinanggap ang kamay niya sabay dala sa bibig nito at hinagkan.

“Nice name. Funny but nice. Hi Cucai.”

“Ok. So my name’s funny. Now, what’s yours?”

He smiled.

“Cocoi.”

He smiled. She laughed.

Well, maybe her friend’s right afterall. Its time to move on. #

A/N: For Starst1949. Wrote this while missing you my friend. At sa lahat ng mag-aabalang magbasa, salamat.