Written by MsRoom306
Hi, so ughm this is not a story.
I just have a question and please dont judge me.
So ive been wanting to have a ons and my plan is this coming September (hopefully ECQ is lifted by then already) for my vacation.
Ive had ons before and that was like 2 yrs ago. It was the first time I’ve done it and was actually the greatest fuck ive ever had. Maybe because it was so spontaneous for me and i was so thrilled and nervous at the same time excited with what im about to do.
Im a teacher btw licensed but not practicing, so can you imagine my thoughts at that time. I was thinking how totally wrong and outrageous it is and how against it is to what i have learned from my family.
I know, im such a rebel kid.
But i loved how it felt that time.
All im thinking is that probably that was actually my first real fuck. Sobra akong nasarapan na ewan, walang wala ung first time ko sa unang ex ko at sa pangalawa.
Gustong gusto ko yung pinakinggan nia ako na gusto ko ng mabagal, madiin, malakas na pagdiin sakin. Tapos bibilis.
Gustong gusto ko ung init nia na kahit kakaligo lang namin, ramdam na ramdam ko ung paso nia sa katawan ko.
That time di ko naisip na whoa, may makakapagparamdam din pala nito sakin kahit di ako sexy.
Aside dun sa kama, gustong gusto ko din ung sabay naming pagligo at pagsabon nia sakin sabay haplos. Un bang pakiramdam na di kami makapaniwala na we are actually doing it na.
Long time chatmate ko kasi sya, ilang beses ko syang pinaasa nun (ganda ka teh? ) na magkikita kami, date and un nga fuck after. Gusto ko din naman talagang makipagkita nun, kaya lang nakakapagpigil pa kasi ako kaya nagbabago isip ko lagi. Until that time na galing kaming marikina ata o pampanga, nakasakay ako sa grab and i was really feeling it na di ko na kaya magpigil pa.
Kaya ayun bumigay na ako ng tuluyan and it turned out a best sex experience.
Dati kasi sa una at pangalawang ex ko, parang wala lang. Di ko maramdaman. Halikan, ipapasok ilalabas then pasok ulit gang labasan sya tapos end na. Siguro kasi bata kami pareho nun, walang alam pa. Ung pangalawa naman, busy at laging pagod sa trabaho. Kaya wala rin. Pareho silang gang one round lang and im in my twenties (dont know if thats a valid reason to be so horny), para sakin hindi enough na ilang minuto (4 to 6 mins) lang ung itatagal and i was always looking forward for atleast a second round. Pero wala. And at that time, nagkalabuan na kami ng pangalawa kong ex dahil LDR kami. I turned to anime, wattpad and kdrama to pass time until mag start na ulit ako mag work.
I forgot the experience but never the feeling of wanting another person next to me doing wonders in my body.
And im part glad na nakipag ons ako nun 2018 kasi ibang iba ung sya sa exes ko. Ung unang ex ko 2014 ata un. And ung sumunod naman is 2016.
After nung 2018, wala na kasi in uninstall ko ung app kung san ko sya ka chat. Kaya even though gusto ko uli, di ko na sya machat at siguro ganun din sya.
Gang sariling sikap na lang ako, nuod porn or magbabasa dito sa fss. Gusto ko ulit sana makipag ons kaso nung lumipat kami at masyadong malapit sa ibang relatives namin, natakot ako. Baka kasi malaman nila, at magalit sila sakin.
Kaya matagal na bago ung last and i want to experience it again.
Maybe you’re thinking “why not get a boyfriend or something? I guess having a Boyfriend is not my priority right now and i dont want a constant f**k. And the fact na hindi ako sexy .
Ayun nga, back to my plan on September. My plan is to go to El Nido, Palawan.
Id like to ask your opinion and tip () dun.
PS. Id like to try a foreigner too
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