Cindel’s Overflow – Kuya Guard
By Cindel3435
Hindi ako yung tipong mapapalingon ka sa daan. Matagal na akong sanay sa mga tingin ng mga tao, pero hindi ‘yung tingin na parang gusto nilang makita kung paano ko binabalik ang titig. Sa buong buhay ko, never akong naging center of attention. Morena, hindi kapansin-pansin, at walang umuukit na mga lalaki sa puso ko. Tandang-tanda ko pa noong bata ako, kapag may crush ako sa isang lalaki, ‘yung mga kaibigan ko pa ang magtatawanan, “Eww, siya?” It was as if my feelings didn’t matter. No one really looked at me in a way that made me feel… special.
I went through puberty like a silent witness. Walang mga pagbabago na nagpahanga sa kanila. The awkward body. Average na suso. Hindi ko na lang pinansin. Pero isang bagay na hindi ko kayang itago—yung hindi ko natutunan na tanggapin kaagad ang sarili ko. I was always beside the pretty girls, the ones who had everything. They were the muses. I was the invisible one.
I guess I got used to it.
When I finally got into a relationship, it was through Tinder. That’s when I realized, maybe my looks weren’t everything. I was in a two-year relationship. Sweet, safe… predictable. Then came the pandemic, and everything crumbled. We drifted apart. Walang nangyari. Wala akong natutunan kundi ang masaktan at maghintay. Waiting for something new. Something exciting. Something different.
Fast forward to now… I live in a quiet, exclusive neighborhood. Private, peaceful. A little too quiet, if you ask me. Everyday, the only thing that ever made it interesting was Jun—the guard.
Late 30s, moreno, medyo mataba. And every morning, he’d greet me. Not just any “good morning,” but an almost… personal one. Laging may ngiti, may kasamang maliit na “Magandang umaga po, Ma’am.” I’ve gotten used to it. He always walked behind me as I went to the main road. I didn’t mind. Maybe I even liked it a little. His presence. His eyes that would linger just a bit longer than usual.
One morning, he asked me if I was feeling alright. I smiled and said yes, but I couldn’t help noticing the way his eyes traced my body. It was like he could see through me. He wasn’t staring—he was feeling me.
I didn’t think much of it at first. But as days passed, I started to feel… something. A different kind of heat. One morning, I saw him at the convenience store. He didn’t notice me right away. I stood behind him in line, just a few feet away. When he stepped forward to pay, I caught a glimpse of what he bought. Condoms.
I shouldn’t have cared. But I did. My lips curled into a mischievous smile, and without thinking, I greeted him.
“Hi, Kuya.”
Nataranta siya at mabilis na iniiwas ang mga mata. “Ah… Ma’am, pasensya na po… hindi ko po kayo nakita.” Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero ang cute niya. Napakamot siya sa ulo, halatang nahihiya. Huwag na akong magpanggap, may naramdaman akong kilig sa nangyari.
Tumingin siya sa akin at parang nag-isip kung ano ang sasabihin. Mabilis din niyang tinago ang binili niyang kondom, parang may takot na baka may masabi ako. “Wala po… pang… pangangailangan lang po…” Hindi ko na siya pinatagal, ang dami kong naiisip na pwede ko sanang itanong, pero mas maganda nang manahimik muna ako.
Naglakad kami pabalik sa aming subdivision, tahimik. Ako, medyo naiisip na masyado nang malapit at komportable. Hindi ko maintindihan pero parang gusto ko siyang tanungin. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naging ganito. Siguro dahil bihira lang akong nakakapag-usap ng ganito kay Jun.
Pagdating namin sa likod ng gate, sinabi niya na lilipat na siya ng assignment, at baka ‘di ko na siya makasama sa mga susunod na araw. Tinanong ko siya kung kailan siya aalis. “Baka bukas po, Ma’am,” sagot niya. Para bang may konting lungkot sa boses niya.
Nakita ko sa mata niya na may hinahanap pa siyang sasabihin. Kaya naman, wala na akong naisip kundi… “Kuya, pwede ka bang malate mamaya? May gusto akong tanungin pa.”
At doon, sa simpleng tanong na iyon, parang may isang lihim na tinanggap ko. Alam ko na may nararamdaman siya. At alam ko rin na wala nang atrasan pa.
It felt like the world stood still the moment I asked him. *“Pwede ka bang malate mamaya?”* I didn’t even realize how bold it sounded until after I said it. But the moment his eyes met mine, it was clear we were both thinking the same thing.
Si Jun, hindi nagdalawang isip. *“Oo, Ma’am. ** His voice was calm, almost as if he already knew what was about to happen. But me? I was trembling inside. I didn’t know why I felt so excited, so… eager. Hindi ko pa rin matanggap na ako mismo, na hindi ko pinapansin ang sarili ko dati, ay magiging ganito—parang isa akong babae na maghihintay na mapansin, na magpapakita ng kagandahan sa tamang tao. At si Jun, sa simpleng mga ngiti at titig niya, ay tila ang tamang tao.
We didn’t speak much as we continued walking. The silence between us felt charged, and every step I took made my heart beat faster. The more I thought about what I had just said, the more the anticipation built up inside me. I didn’t know what exactly would happen, but I couldn’t shake off the excitement.
Nasa harap na kami ng gate ng subdivision nang tumigil siya at lumingon sa akin. *“Ma’am, sige po… mamaya, ha?”* Ang simpleng tanong na iyon, may kasamang ngiti, ay nagbigay ng kakaibang kilig na hindi ko kayang ipaliwanag.
Pagbalik ko sa bahay, ang katawan ko ay parang may sariling buhay, parang may nangyaring pagbabago na hindi ko kayang ipaliwanag. I tried to convince myself that I was doing this for fun. Hindi ko naman kailangang seryosohin ang lahat. After all, Jun was just a guard. Walang future. Walang commitment. But still, my heart raced. *Bakit parang may kaba sa tiyan ko?*
That night, I didn’t want to seem too eager. I made sure to take my time getting ready. I wore something simple but… enough to tease. It was just a pair of comfortable shorts, a tight tank top, and just enough makeup to accentuate my eyes. I didn’t want to overdo it. I wanted to feel natural, not too much, but just enough to show that I was interested.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Hindi ko pa rin masyadong matanggap na ako na itong ganito. But tonight, I felt different. I felt… powerful. Like something was awakening inside me. Something I had been hiding for so long.
By the time I reached the guardhouse, it was dark, and the street was eerily quiet. Ang ilaw ng poste lang ang gumagabay sa akin habang papalapit ako. When I saw him, standing there in his usual spot, looking at me with that knowing smile, my heart skipped a beat.
He didn’t say anything at first, just watched me approach. But the way he looked at me told me everything. His eyes… they weren’t just friendly anymore. *They were hungry.*
“Ma’am…” he started, his voice low, *“Nandiyan na po kayo…”* He took a step towards me and then paused, as if waiting for my next move.
It felt like everything was in slow motion, but I knew what I wanted. I knew I was ready. I wanted him.
Without a word, I took a step closer and kissed him. Gently at first, but there was an intensity in that kiss that told me we were both past the point of no return. His hands found their way to my waist, pulling me closer. I could feel the heat of his body, the way his hands were trembling just a little. And I, too, was trembling, but not from fear.
He broke the kiss and pulled back slightly. *“Kung ayos lang po, Ma’am, pwedeng doon sa isang lugar?”* he asked, his voice barely above a whisper, the desire in his eyes undeniable.
I didn’t need to say anything. I just nodded. He grabbed my hand, leading me toward the small motel just down the road. Ang bawat hakbang namin ay punong-puno ng tensyon. And once we were inside the room, everything felt… different.
Jun, despite his rough exterior, was gentle. He made sure I was comfortable, took his time kissing my neck, my shoulders. Every touch, every caress felt like he was savoring me, making sure I was ready.
I won’t lie—I was nervous. But it wasn’t a nervousness that made me want to pull away. No. It was more like the anticipation of something forbidden, something thrilling. The kind of excitement you get from doing something new, something that would change everything.
And when he slowly undressed me, taking in every inch of my skin, I couldn’t help but feel a rush of warmth all over my body. Jun may have been rough around the edges, but when it came to the way he treated me, it felt like I was the most important thing in the world to him.
He lowered his head and kissed me deeply, making my body quiver. And then… he slowly, so slowly, moved lower. I gasped as I felt his mouth, hot and hungry, moving lower down my body. I couldn’t help the moan that escaped my lips. It felt too good.
That night felt like a story unfolding, each moment more exciting than the last. From the very first kiss, everything seemed to come alive. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was the kind of kiss that made the air around us thick with something unspoken. Jun and I didn’t need words. We were in sync, both knowing where this was going without a single question asked. But instead of rushing, we both seemed to savor the tension between us.
Ang bawat sulyap at bawat pagdampi ng kanyang mga kamay sa aking balat ay parang may lihim na kasunduan na kami lang ang nakakaalam. No grand gestures, no grand speeches—just the simple but electrifying pull of two people caught in a moment. He was gentle, careful with every move, but there was this undeniable heat simmering between us that made it impossible to ignore.
Hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko, pero sa mga sandaling iyon, parang naging ibang tao ako. Hindi ko na iniisip ang aking mga insecurities. I felt alive—so alive that the world outside that room no longer mattered. It was as if Jun made me forget every bit of doubt I had about myself, and all that was left was the delicious thrill of being wanted, of being *seen.*
While he moved closer, there was no rush, no urgency. His hands, strong and warm, traced the lines of my skin, making me feel as though every inch of me mattered. Hindi ko mapigilan ang ngiti sa aking labi. I felt like I was dancing in a secret world, with every touch and every whisper stirring something inside me that I didn’t even know was there.
And then, when things grew even more intimate, there was no hesitation. The way he held me, the way his lips moved to mine, it all felt like a slow burn—a beautiful, slow burn that wrapped around us both. Every little touch seemed to make the world outside disappear, and I found myself getting lost in the sensation of him, in the way he made me feel like I was the only one in his world.
The moment passed, and we lay there, not needing words to say how much we enjoyed each other’s company. Jun didn’t rush to speak; instead, he looked at me with that soft, knowing smile. And I realized that despite all the uncertainty I felt before, this moment, this connection, was something real.
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The next morning felt strange—strangely good, actually. It was like something had shifted inside me after that night. As I walked through the usual routine, my steps felt lighter, my smile brighter. Hindi ko kayang itago ang saya sa aking mukha, kahit na hindi ko rin masabi kung bakit. It was as if a hidden part of me had been unlocked, a side of me that had been waiting to be awakened. And Jun… well, he had played a role in that, whether he knew it or not.
Sa bawat pagkikita namin sa araw-araw, parang may unspoken understanding na. Whenever we passed by each other, I couldn’t help but notice the subtle looks he’d give me—those quick glances that only someone who shared the same secret could give. There was a new dynamic between us, something unspoken but felt deeply. I could tell he was more attentive, more careful with his words, and I was enjoying every bit of it.
Then, one afternoon, while I was walking home, I saw him again. He was standing by the guardhouse, leaning against the post, his usual position. But today, there was a slight shift in his demeanor. He was watching me, but not in the same way he did before. This time, it was different—like there was something more in his eyes, something that made my heart skip a beat.
He gave me a small nod as I approached. *“Magandang hapon, Ma’am,”* he said, his voice low, almost playful. But there was a certain warmth in it that made me smile.
I could feel the energy between us change, like a spark waiting to ignite. We both knew that the night we spent together wasn’t just a one-time thing. It wasn’t just a fleeting moment. There was something deeper, something that neither of us had expected but couldn’t deny.
And then, without missing a beat, he asked, *“Puwede ba kitang samahan mamaya? Kung wala kang gagawin, may maliit na lugar ako sa labas, tahimik, masarap mag-usap.”* His voice was casual, but the way he said it told me everything. He wasn’t just asking to hang out; he was suggesting something more. Something… *private.*
I paused, pretending to think about it, but in reality, I already knew the answer. I had been thinking about him all day, and I wasn’t about to deny myself the chance to feel that excitement again. *“Sige,”* I finally said, a playful smile tugging at the corner of my lips. *“Magandang idea yan, Jun.”*
The day seemed to drag on. Each minute felt longer than the last, and I couldn’t help but think about what Jun said. His words lingered in my mind, the way he looked at me, the way he made it clear that he wasn’t just talking—he was offering. And the fact that he knew exactly what I wanted without me saying a word made everything feel even more intense.
Pagdating ng gabi, naramdaman ko na parang lahat ay tahimik—parang ang buong mundo ay tumigil. I made my way to the spot he told me about earlier, my steps feeling lighter than usual, my heart beating faster with every movement. I reached the quiet corner, and there he was. Jun was standing there, leaning casually against the post, waiting, just like he said he would.
His eyes caught mine the moment I came into view, and I couldn’t help but feel the heat of his gaze on me. Hindi na ito tulad ng dati—this wasn’t just a casual hello. He was looking at me like he was about to devour me. His body tensed as I approached, his posture shifting, a silent invitation in his stance.
*”Ma’am, andiyan ka na pala,”* he greeted, his voice low and smooth, with a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. There was no more small talk, no more pleasantries—just the air thick with that unspoken promise.
I could feel it, the pull between us. There was nothing else in the world except the space between us, and I could tell we both felt it. I stopped just a few inches away, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off him. His breath, steady and deep, matched my own.
*”Doon tayo,”* he said softly, nodding toward the side. I followed him without hesitation, knowing exactly what was about to happen. The walk felt almost too slow, every second stretching longer than the last, as if the anticipation itself was what was making my heart race.
Pagpasok namin sa isang madilim na bahagi ng lugar, Jun turned to face me, his hands casually sliding into his pockets. *“Alam ko naman kung anong gusto mo, Ma’am,”* he said, his voice lower now, his words deliberate. It wasn’t a question—he was sure, and so was I.
I looked up at him, my lips curling into a playful grin. *“Really now?”* I said, my voice just above a whisper. *“Well, let’s see if you can keep up.”* My words were laced with a teasing challenge, and I could see his eyes flash with something darker, something more primal.
Without another word, he stepped forward, closing the small gap between us, and pulled me in. His lips met mine in a slow, deliberate kiss. There was no gentleness in it, just pure hunger, and I found myself responding in kind. His hands gripped my waist, pulling me closer, as if he couldn’t get enough of the feeling of me against him.
As we broke the kiss, his hands slid down my sides, exploring, and the air around us crackled with the raw need that neither of us could deny. *“Walang patumpik-tumpik,”* he muttered, and before I could say anything else, he kissed me again, this time more urgently, as if he was claiming me. And in that moment, it wasn’t about anything else. It was just us. And what we wanted.
Puno ng init ang gabing iyon. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero as soon as I saw him standing there, there was an undeniable pull. There was something in the way his eyes met mine, dark yet intense, like he was waiting for something.
I didn’t say a word at first. Hindi ko kailangan. His presence alone was enough to stir something inside me. As I walked towards him, I could feel the tension thick in the air. He stood still, like he was waiting for my next move. He knew I wasn’t a girl to be ignored.
I closed the gap between us, my body moving with confidence. My eyes met his, and I didn’t break the stare. He wasn’t going to make the first move, I could tell. So I did.
I placed my hand lightly on his chest, feeling the warmth of his body through the fabric of his uniform. His breath hitched, just a little, but he didn’t move. He was waiting. Waiting for me to take control, to tell him what to do.
But tonight, I wasn’t in control. Not in the way I usually was.
Slowly, I leaned in, my lips brushing against his ear. *“You’ve been looking at me too much lately, Jun,”* I whispered, my voice low and teasing. He didn’t answer, but his grip tightened on my waist.
I smiled to myself, feeling a wave of power course through me. Tonight, he was mine. I could feel his desire, and it was as clear as day. But this time, I wouldn’t make it easy for him.
In one fluid motion, I pushed him against the wall, my body pressing against his. I could feel the hard outline of his body beneath the thin fabric of his shirt. His breath was quick now, and I loved how he was losing control.
I didn’t waste any time. My hands moved to his belt, unbuckling it with a quick flick of my fingers. The sound of the leather strap falling to the floor seemed louder than it was, and I could tell he was just as eager as I was. I pulled him closer, kissing him deeply, my tongue sliding into his mouth with a hunger I hadn’t known I possessed. His hands moved to my back, pulling me closer, but I didn’t let him take control. Not yet.
I broke the kiss and looked at him with a mischievous smile. *“You’re gonna have to wait a little longer,”* I teased, my fingers running down his chest, lightly grazing the skin of his abs. His muscles tensed, and I could feel him trying to control himself, but I wasn’t going to let him. Not tonight.
I stepped back, but only just enough to see the effect I had on him. His eyes were dark, pupils dilated, and his breathing was shallow. I could tell he wanted more, but I wasn’t ready to give it to him yet. Not until I had him exactly where I wanted him.
With a slow, deliberate motion, I kneeled in front of him, my fingers brushing against the fabric of his pants. I could feel his body jerk in anticipation, but I kept my movements slow, teasing him with the promise of what was to come. As my fingers slipped beneath the waistband, I heard him groan softly. I didn’t rush, taking my time, savoring the moment.
When I finally freed him, I didn’t hesitate. My mouth was on him almost instantly, and I could feel his body shudder at the sensation. His hands gripped my hair, but I didn’t let him guide me. I was in control now, and I wasn’t about to let him forget it.
I heard him whisper my name, and it sent a rush of excitement through me. The way he reacted, the way he was losing himself in the moment, was exactly what I wanted. This wasn’t about love, about romance. This was about power. About taking what we both wanted without any apologies.
As I worked my mouth on him, I could feel the tension building, his body twitching with every movement. I could tell he was close, but I wasn’t done yet. I wanted to make him wait. I wanted to make him crave me even more.
When he finally couldn’t take it anymore, he pulled me up and kissed me roughly, his hands moving to my body, eager to claim what was his. We didn’t need words. We didn’t need explanations. Our bodies spoke for us, and that was all that mattered.
I walked away, my steps confident, each one deliberate. I didn’t look back. I knew I had left my mark, and I knew he would never forget this night.
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