Immoral Awakening
By N.Celine
Bago ang lahat, babala please read at your own risk!
I will not say any real names/places for my safety since I’m here to confess my secret. A secret that’s so immoral it will ruin my life and my marriage. Sharing here might lessen the burden that I’m feeling and siguro along the way makahanap ng same corrupted mind as I am. Anyway, Please bear with me hindi ako writer so ayun pakilala muna ako. Just call me Celine, nurse, on the curvy side, a housewife, and this is my confession.
Parents died at a young age so I had to fend for myself and it was lonely kaya din siguro I grew up crazy kasi wala akong role model paglaki. Lahat ng rebel acts that you can think off nagawa ko na at some point, tats and piercings all over my body, pakarat, lasingerra, even smoked THE stuff, at kung ano-ano pa due to it palipat lipat ako ng place and hindi ko na rin na pursue tinapos ko sobrang wala na patutunguhan buhay ko then I met my now husband Cris. He understands me parang siya nga tumayong therapist ko and even after telling everything accept pa rin niya ako, We became couple and years later we tied the knot.
Over the years na couple stage kami, I met his family. Meron siyang younger sister pero may family na abroad, and mom niya na meet ko pa before passing away pero never dad niya. Let’s call him Tito John, At that time Cris never told the specifics bakit wala yung dad niya at ang alam ko lang buhay pa dad niya pero may lamat sa relasyon nila bilang mag-ama at hanggang kinasal kami hindi ko pa rin nakilala. Nawala na rin sa isip ko alamin kasi personal na buhay ni Cris yun at nirerespect ko ito until nag-ring ang landline namin, ako unang sumagot at sa unang hikbi ito ay si Tito John pinasa ko ito kay Cris at mahabang oras sila nag-usap. Hinayaan ko sila para private at nang matapos umakyat na umiiyak si Cris kaya na-antig na rin ako at umiyak ayun pala si Tito John ay may sakit at gusto makilala ng mabuti si Cris sa kadahilanan na siya lang pala nag-iisang anak na lalaki pero ang storya sila ay iniwan ni Tito John dahil nabuntis niya mom ni Cris pero hindi sila kasal at may family siya noon kaya din pala grabe ang pinagdaan nila.
Ramdam ko halong kaba, galit na may konting galak sa expression ni Cris nung makausap dad niya at ilang saglit lang din tinapos namin mag-iyakan at may sinabi siya.
“Celine may sakit si dad at gusto niyang lumuwas tayo sa kanila para manirahan”
“Mahal kita Cris pero paano tong bahay natin at trabaho?”
“Si dad na daw bahala sa atin at gusto niya ipakita yung farm na balak ipamana sakin”
Yes, Mayaman si Tito John. Haciendero, at may business sa kanila pero lahat ng anak niya puro babae na may sarili na rin buhay at bibihira siyang dalawin siguro karma ito sa kanya.
“Hindi ba nakakahiya lahat ng gastos sa dad mo?”
“Siguro bumabawi Celine, at siya ay may sakit na. Tinatama ang mga mali ng nakaraan kumbaga”
Ora-orada kami ay lumuwas lahat iniwan namin para makauwi, at sinabi ko naman sa sarili ko dahil mahal ko siya sasamahan ko kahit saan man. Kung anong pasikot-sikot ang tinahak namin makarating sa Hacienda ng dad niya at nung makarating naman luha at pawis ang sumalubong sa kanilang mag-ama. Masaya si Cris dahil dun masaya ako at sa pakikitungo sakin ni Tito John ay napaka gentleman naman at wala akong naramdamam na manyak vibe higit sa lahat feel safe din ako sa Hacienda. Unti-unti nila binubuo relasyon nila bilang mag-ama puro bonding at hindi mahiwalay ang dalawa, Lahat ng pedeng ituro sa pamamalakad ng Hacienda tinuturo niya kay Cris. Ngunit dumating yung araw na lumala ang sakit ni Tito John na need niya minimal na galaw na lang and constant rest, Unang beses na bumagsak siya lahat ng anak niya pati younger sister ni Cris ay pumunta para kamustahin siya. May konting salo-salo pa nga nun at si Cris nag-katay at nag lechon sa handa sobrang nakakaproud pero kinagabihan kinausap ako ng masinsinan ni Tito John.
“Celine I know this is too much to ask pero are you willing to be my personal nurse?”
“Tito John bakit po ako? wala na po akong experience matagal na at hindi po ako ang fit mag-alaga sa inyo”
“Alam ko Celine pero ayaw kong bigyan ng sakit ng ulo si Cris na paghanapin ng nurse, Ang daming sakit sa ulo na naparanas ko sa kanya sa mga mali ko noon”
I stepped up as I have no choice siguro tanaw na utang loob na lang din pagpapatira niya sa amin sa Hacienda at pagpapamana kay Cris ng farm.
“Sige po Tito John, I’ll be your personal nurse”
“Hopefully, I can get better pa and for sure ikaw makakatulong sakin”
I had to tell Cris what happened and why I accepted it on the spot at hindi naman siya tumutol, Sobrang tuwa pa niya kasi he will see me being a nurse again dahil doon namotivate din ako kaya tumawag ako sa mga ka work ko dati so I can get perspective paano maging personal nurse and even read books again after weeks nag-simula na ako sa duty ko sa kanya kinakabahan pa nga ako at that time. Naaalala ko pa yung unang pumunta kami sa hospital with Tito John it’s for check-up and restock ng medicines niya then yung doctor niya binigyan din ako ng list ng bawal and said keep an eye out kasi bawal na din si Tito John mapagod. Sobrang nakakastress yung araw iyon pero naitawid ko so I’m proud of what I did. Months ganun yung setup and naging close na kami madalas naiiwan kaming dalawa lang sa kwarto tapos pati past ko naiikwento ko as I have no shame of it and I know I could trust him since napaka-gentleman niya sa akin una palang pero mali pala ako Tito John asked something of me that changed everything.
“Celine, Samahan mo ako maligo”
“Tito!? paki-ulit ano po?”
“Alam kong narinig mo, sige na at hindi ko kaya”
Yes, narinig ko pero hindi ko maisip sasabihan niya ako ng ganun as we are manugang and biyenan nothing more. Totoo mahina na siya pero hindi naman lumpo, time na yun naghahalo yung isip ko kung susuway ako o hindi pero siguro nadala ako sa pilit at takot.
“Sige po Tito John pero hindi makakarating kay Cris po ito ah!”
“Oo naman Celine, hindi ko lang talaga kaya paliguan sarili ko”
*nag-hubad si Tito John*
“Malayo pinalakad ko kay Cris kaya wag ka mag-alala, Hindi ka pa ba maghuhubad?”
“Tito ayaw ko po akala ko paligo lang at baka may makakita sa atin”
“Tayo lang dalawa dito Celine sige na! tsaka yung mga kwento mo sakin na experience mo noon nakakalibog bagay sa pang-pokpok mo na katawan”
I was shocked sa sinabi niya at bukod sa first time ko ulit makakita ng ibang tite, it was too big. Too big even compared to my husband and I became wet just looking at it at yung dating ako natitrigger kasi ginamit niya mga pinagkukwento ko sa kanya para ma-urge ako pero tinatry ko lumaban kaso yung isip ko naghahalo sa kakapilit at ungkat ng nakaraan ko.
*hinubadan niya ako*
“Jusko! nakakalibog ka nga Celine, yung katawan mo pangmakasalanan”
“Tito please ayaw ko pong malaman ni Cris ito”
“Hindi ko mapigilan sarili ko, pa-isa ako Celine. Sige na!”
“Tito asawa ko po anak niyo”
“Alam ko pero grabe sobrang pang-pokpok katawan mo Celine”
He’s obviously asking for sex, Dinidilaan niya ako and continued to assault my mouth and body pumipiglas ako pero hindi ko kaya kumawala nararamdaman ko yung dila niya sa loob ng bibig ko and yung kamay niya nilalamas breast ko tapos nilalaro nipples ko and that weakened me. Yung katawan ko iba na ang nararamdaman and I see myself not fighting back then after a while enjoying what my father in law is doing to me.
“Tito please wag po, tama na”
“Alam mo Celine, Nalilibugan ako unang makita palang kita mukang inosente pero katawan pang-pokpok”
*hindi ako naka-imik*
“Araw-araw na nakikita kita hindi nawala na manyakin kita sa isip ko”
Sa totoo lang I felt something inside of me, something that clicked, something that triggered. Ginising niya yung side ko na pinakatatago ko and I was like ganun ba ako ka seductive? na hindi niya kaya pigilan sarili niya sakin? OH GOD! my corrupted mind take over and there’s nothing that I could do.
“Fine Tito, Fuck me then!”
“Alam kong papayag ka din Celine”
*He said while playing my clitoris*
“Talaga lang ha!? You are willing to sacrifice everything para sakin?”
“Oo Celine”
Yung “oo” niya na yun while looking at me maniacally like he’s not thinking the consequences made me wet even more and na-arouse niya nipple ko to the point its hardened and pointy na. We continued to kiss torridly and exchanging saliva while he’s hands doing magic to my body, It so wrong but so right at the same time.
*Lifted me up to the sink*
“Hindi ko na kaya Celine, I can’t wait. Ipapasok ko na!”
Binuka niya legs ko at tinutok niya yung malaki niyang tite sa naglalaway kong puke sabay tingin saking mga mata while he’s pushing it inside, I felt his tip slowly getting inside my forbidden flower. It’s so good but it was really too big.
“Tito John ugh ugh… Ang laki ugh!”
“Puta Celine, Ang sikip mo at ang init parang hindi ka kinakantot ng anak ko”
He’s shaking when my forbidden flower take all his big cock, ramdam ko na sobrang tagal na niya hindi nakakantot and then we kissed again habang nakadiin lang sa loob ng puke ko yung tite niya. Our dila are fighting inside our mouths and I see his grin on the side as if he’s enjoying every second.
“mmhhm ugh… ugh! Tito John there’s no going back after this”
“Do not think Celine just enjoy this”
He started to move his cock inside out and my mind at that time started to lose it as I never experienced a fuck that so immoral but so good before tapos mararamdaman ko pa ito sa dad ng asawa ko. He just keep fucking me like he’s never sick and I just surrender my body to do his bidding. Walang other sound na maririnig kundi hingal and moans namin.
“Ahh! Ahhhh!.. Celine masarap ba?”
“Yes po Tito John.. ughh! ugh!”
*Signaling me to open my mount*
“Lunukin mo laway ko Celine!”
*Gladly swallow it without hesitation*
“More please.. mmhhmm”
*Lifted me up again but this time to ride him*
“Celine ikaw gumalaw show me your pang-pokpok na katawan covered with tattoos”
As he lay on the dirty floor which is nothing compared to the dirty grind that I’m doing to him, I’m riding his big cock in cowgirl position our sinful copulation send shiver to my body parang may tingle sensation every pump ni Tito John and I kept cumming and cumming like Cris never fucked me for a while. It’s not that Cris and I are not fucking, He was still able to satisfy my needs pero siguro yung immorality of the situation and how filled my puke is sa laki ng tite niya makes the difference.
“Ahh! Ahhhh!.. Shet Celine”
*I can feel his cock throbbing*
“Putok mo sa loob ng manugang mo Tito John”
I wrapped my legs tightly into him sobrang baon ng cock niya sa akin till he came deep inside of me and I came as well, We both climaxed and experienced a very sick orgasm which I rarely achieve when Cris and I are fucking. His cum was so warm and dripping onto my legs but he never pulled his cock yet and I just lay on top of him after all the unrestrained moans there just silence.
to be continued…
- Immoral Awakening - October 28, 2024